been so long

Assalamualaikum

Ezzatie's back! miss me?! been so long never been blogging. I have been looking for an article for my ULBS things but I end up at here. LOL! silly me. Well, since it's already a month the school been started. Alhamdulillah, everything's fine. Same goes to sayang :'> hehehe plus we both are happy even it is just sometime we spend time together.

Well yeah time being so fast and now we are in February. Fuhh~ soo fast. Currently been busy with co-cu nad netball and school stuffs. Homework! yeah plenty of homework haha and the best part was when my history subject's teacher keep giving up lotsa paper to do. Confirm the whole class will get an A+ for it lah kan haha amin! Well actually there's a lot of story to tell but... I've got not much time here. Need to continue with my work and sleep, I guess. 

Oh yeah girls! wanna know something? currently atie and nabila are in the same tuition's place at Ilmu Studio, Setiawangsa and....... guest what? sayang is there too! you know he never told me that he was in the same tuition's place hish. Sayang make his suprised that day and I am quite shocked. Hahaha Allah know how I felt that day... He make me speechless. I just don't even know what to say when I saw him fuhh ~

Hehe after the class. Yeay! after this can meet sayang every Saturday and Sunday. Hehehe happy atie is happy. Oooppsss and we both are fighting for SPM together. Pray for us yeah guys :) xx

Well, I need to farewell now. Take care guys. 

Have a nice February ;)

Loves,

ezzatieshofi

Ibu, I wish

*flip shawl* *cough* Ehem ;) 

*betulkan spec* OK.

Ibu, Kakak kan... teringin nak cerita dekat ibu pasal macam macam lah. Macam budak perempuan yang lain selalu gossip, cerita pasal boyfriend girlfriend diorang dekat mama or ibu diorang. Teringin nak buat macam tu, I mean.. there's no secret between us. Tapi... kakak takut :( ibu selalu cerita dekat ayah balik apa yang kakak cerita dekat ibu... memang lah ayah tak bagi respond apa apa but it is like.. ugh I don't have any place to story other than with my best friend :( ibu dengan ayah always think the negative part of teenagers. Why?! Bosan ah ;( nak menangis pun ada. Ibu and ayah should know that your daughter is grown up. Seriously, there's a different cerita dekat mak orang lain dengan mak sendiri. Sangat lahhhh banyak perbezaan dia. I wish you could know :(

sincerely,
your daughter.

i'm so in loveeeeee

(before that, I warn you that this post is all about love,wkwkwk~!)

So yeah, here we go again. Just hung up the phone with him. Yeah I'm cruel, I forced him to stay awake until it 2.30am. I forced him to sing but.. haha he's just sang "bila rindu". He do makes me melted. I just don't know what to say more, listen to him. Singing while I'm hang up the phone speechleess hehehe. 

For almost a year, I guess. We're becoming "friend" and I don't even expect to have him as my love one. He's not my boyfriend, he's something special. He's cute, he's funny. Sometimes silly! He's my bestfriend, very good listener. Too kind! too romantic (kadang kadang kuat cemburu) Haha. We just don't even know how to tell people about our relationship, YES! But he do told his friends that I am his girlfriend! (macam mana tu atie!) haha I don't know how to explain.

By the way, thank you love for everything. We create and color this life together. I do pray for our relationship, your happiness (I hope I'm one of your happiness) I do hope this will make forever, insya'Allah. 

love, atie 

Things happend

Ehem ehem ehem ehem!

Assalamualaikum. Is everyone okay? Alhamdulillah :) Atie just done my final exam baby! Feeling like don't wanna go to school tomorrow ah can? hewhew :P

So I just don't even know what to do right now. Zhafran was having his game :/ Haa. HAHA apa? siapa Zhafran? somebody that everyone used to know mybe :P muehehehe xD nanti atie cerita. Belum tiba masanya lagi :) Atie sangat happy, hati nie bukan "suku suku" lagi :P sebab dah tahu apa sebenarnya dia nak ;) by the way I am kinda bored. I am craving for roti canai since yesterday morning :( hari ni teruk pulaa mengidamnya hahaha. But its okay malam nanti as ussual gonna lepak Petaling Jaya with the family :* WEHEHUUU~ HAHAHA

Ya Allah I'm so nuts here! laying down on my bed. Tweeting bla blaa watching movies and everything, wondering when can I go out with my girls! miss them soo much, miss to get together :( May my parents allow me to go out. Oh yeah! By the way, me already got form 5 text book for 2013, yeah I'm gonna be SPM's victim :O no more play play atie. Next year gadget semua ibu pegang. Sedih tak? LOL I knew this is for my best or else I won't be study -.- YEAH. SEE! HAHA my book shelf dah tersusun rapi semalam. Semalam atie kemas bilik yang dah macam tongkang pecah. Ubah katil apa semua, buang buku yang dah tak pakai, baju yang dah tak nak. Gonna ask ayah for the new cloth LOL XD somehow be the only girl in the family have a lot of advantage and disadvantage :p

Ha'a baru teringat Isnin nanti atie tak masuk kelas ah, siapkan majalah Permata sekolah :) need to done it before the holiday start. Yeay! -.- ada editor pun boleh campak dalam tong sampah sebenarnya editor tu, harapkan nama je editor HUH! And hari Rabu hari tu hantar kucing Cikgu nama Bboy niee dekat Lanchang,Pahang rasanya. Hehehe Atie dengan Fatimah. Lepas hantar kucing parsi yang manja gilaaaa gilaaa gilaaa niiii Cikgu treat us mcD :3 memang tengah lapar pun that time X) bboy nie duduk atas ribaa dia fluffy tapi kurus, bulu je lebat but its okay it way tooo fucking cute hehehehehe geram sangat tengok dia.

Nampak tak? Cute kan? :') Haaa. Eh lately pulaa tak berhenti henti hujan kan? alhamdulillah tak lah panas pun :) Just dapat sakit tu ada lah -.- atie memang. Bak kata doktor hari tu antibody tak kuat, platelettt atie pun tak kuat. So easily get sick and hurt and darah susah nak henti. Wtv, i don't care bout that. Apa apa pun atie rasa nak tidur dah, mengantuk lah tidur lambat bangun awal -.-  hehe *flip hair* :p

Lots Of Love

ezzatieshofi

move on ?

Hello guys. Assalamualaikum. How're you? been well is it? 

well atie just dont know where to start. Having trouble with this blocking nose.. LOL. Not well -.- not really well though. K now, aaaahhhhhhhh *fllipping shawl* how's your daily life? heee. atie didnt update this blog almost one month is it? hmm... yelah kod :/ *bersin* oopps hee sorry. Selsema~ T_T malam malam memang selalu je nak sakit. lagipun baru baik demam memang cam ni plus makan ice cream, satu bucket besar semalam. Oh best~ kena asthma lagii lepas tu memang best lah kan haha tak kisah janji puas :3

Eh ehh guyysssssss atieee kaannnnn dah move on! happpy gilaaaaa! ya Allah. Yeah, physically move on but mentally he is still unforgetable -.- semak jee. LOL btw, im having crushed on someone. Wuu~ ahaha. but he.... emmm... he just a friend...... yeah atie need to learn to treat him like ONLY FRIENDS cs he already have someone else. Naaaahhhhhh~ its okay, atie sukaa sekarng sebab dia baik sangat. He care too much, but poor him got a girlfriend like her :( LOL why? nothing lah no need to story lah. Biasa lah teenagers with "monkey love" *bersin* hahahaha lol atie

Tak kisah lah, apa yang penting sekarang atie dah move on :'* it take time you know! happy girl is always happy :D hee. Btw, esok sekolah -.- i mean not really sekolah. Esok ada jamuan 1Malaysia with the school members and teacher. I'm gonna wear...........aaaa ahhh let it be secret. Wait for tomorrow :* OK? hee.

All right, until we meet again later. Gonna take ubat and off to bed. My stuff for tomorrow is already done hee.

Bye, assalamualaikum 

with loves,

ezzatieshofi

School Break

Hi assalamualaikum. Emm, hihi *waving hands* erk. I dont know where should i start for this post. Yeah, awkward suddenly :/ my brains didnt worked very fast today haha *blurness face* hm.  But wait bfore that, hihi curi gambar yasmin jap :p

So guys, now the school breaks have started. Ya Allah it soo heaven ya know?! ^^ but... the teachers still give a lot of works to do :/ well i have a lot you know =.= macam cuti 2 minggu je~ today im gonna leave KL for JB :) please pray for my journey ya guys? btw, im will leave this blog for a week kod im not sure.. Hm Ramadhan will leave us, just left 2 days more to go.... shooo shaaddd :( and Syawal will arrive soon. Hehe enjoy enjoy jugaa, buku jangan lupa. Lagi lagi to 95's you're going to have SPMs' trial is it after raya? Good luck kakak and abang LOL xD and 97's will seat for their PMR ^^ and to those yang tak exam tu, homework jangan lupa buat *remind untuk diri sendiri juga* ahaha.

K lah, i should turn off this lappy now. Ibu and ayah get ready already, bye guys.

Happy Eid, maafkan atie dari hujung rambut sehingga hujung kaki. Halalkan segalanya yah? Maaf sekali lagi seandainyaa ada terkasar bahasa sepanjang atie berceloteh di sini *hugs and kisses*

Assalamualaikum, enjoy your holiday !

*lagu raya berkumandang* xD 

with loves,

ezztie shf

Chances?

Okay. I just dont know what is the motif between my post tittle with this picture. HUH! whatever. I just can't sleep again tonight, so I hacking my own blog and change the blog image to be simple. As simple as that ;)

So tonight i think i want to stay up late. But... ugh tomorrow I need to follow irfan and afiq. They got football's training :/ OK. By the way, single life wasn't that nice actually. You feel like a loser always, when you always think about the people who doesn't mean you anything in their life. You feel like a loser again, when you keep like 'terhegeh-hegeh' nak text/whatsap-ing/BBM and etc. I just feel myself isn't great enough. Cs I feel like I still need him ;/ I still remember his promise to me, to not leaving me no matter what. But where? Where are all your promises to me, honey? My love for you never be endless, even we've got nothing. I just dont know what to say more but this is true *statement berani mati* :/ what I only can say here,

I AM NOTHING WITHOUT YOU. PRETENDING TO BE HAPPY AGAIN? UNTIL WHEN?! :(

and when I bold the words, I really mean it. Hm sabar atie :/ K. I am being patience right now. I just want to let you know, please contact me. Tolong tunaikan hajat terakhir saya, to have one last chance? :(

Hm. And lately I keep dreaming about a weird things. I'm scared, I just don't feel like to sleep... Aku ni banyak dosa weh, aku banyak buat sakit kan hati orang buat orang marah, buat orang kecewa dgn attitude. Aku tak dgr cakap ibu dgn ayah, kadang-2 mengada melawan.
i'm scared, i'm trying to be a better person ;( hm

Ya Allah, aku bermohon pada engkau yang mengaturkan perjalanan hidup hambaMu

 berilah aku peluang untuk menikmati hari-2 yang indah dalam hidup aku.

 Hari-2 yang belum tentu pasti dapat diulangi. Amin ;')

with loves,

ezztieshf

misery

Ya ALLAH, i am beggin you to close my heart. Dont let anyone enter, 

until the suitable day of finding my soul mate come. 

Ya ALLAH, please dont let my heart to fall for anyone else. I dont it to be hurt again

Tonight, i just cant sleep. I hope something mircle happend to cure my bleeding heart. So pain, really pain :(

So the school is gonna be re-open soon, the 2nd semestar of schooling on 2012. How fast the time flies. Hope would be a better things for me, amin :')

Kay, I am lazy to type more. I just want to get more rest, meet you in my dream.

Assalamualaikum, xx

I feel

Want to know what looks me a loser?

- i smiled all alone when i know someone that used to be my crush, suka aku balik -.-
- i talked rubbish so much on twitter when something turn me on
- i pretend to like someone else but the facts is i still loves my ex
- i saw a cute BlackBerry cover, excited like a small kids
- i sulking when i didn't get something that i want
- i dont know how to cook -.- *and i'm serious

Short Vacation

Hello Guys, Assalamualaikum :) 

How are you? I am just fine and alhamdulillah life is getting better besides my lovely family. Oh yeah! Right now I was having a short vacation. Doing well, just get back from shopping (; a lil bit tired and actually I wanted to have my nap but.... suddenly felt hard to update my blog hehe :p 

can you see that picture of mine? yes, with my little brother. The first day, we're heading to Mak Tok's house in Johor Bharu. The journey does not take a long time, only for 3 hours ++. Ayah driving too fast i think.  Haha but sokay, at least we're not that tired. Sharp 2 o'clock we have arrived to Mak Tok's house. Visited my dear Tok Abah. Alhamdulillah he is getting better, but he's looked very different after the chemo therapy. Tok Abah looked very skinny, hm.... I hope Tok Abah can get more better and better. Amiin :')

Ezzatie Mohd Shofi *me :P

Muhamad Izzafiq Mohd Shofi *second brother ;)

Muhammad Izzirfan Mohd Shofi *last and only one ;)

So that one the first day of us, 1st June 2012. A great day to have :3

and night, I am on the phone with someone :P sorry can't mention here. He is someone boyfriend, and on that night again! his girlfriend had a jealous on me just because of He on the phone with me. Ugh, i feel sorry to her. But we both have been friendship too long before you get to know him ):

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Then the story of 2nd June 2012 before heading to Woodland !

Going to a wedding first, with ibu :*

in the car, with Irfan heading to Woodland yeay! hehe and by the way the picture for today was not that much because we all busy shopping. Ughhh~ you gotta believe this! the Singaporean guy was very very very uhhhmmm *speechleesss* muahahaha >:D OK I was like, 'OH MAMAT NI!!!!' 

the way he stare at me, the way he smile the way he said 'HI', *melting* LOL xD

Tired face, serious i wanna go back at this time lah. And yeah! on this time lah I have 'debate' with ayah about the teenagers nowdays. Especially malay teenagers, i just feel bad that i can't hang out with Fifo on this Wednesday :( just because ayah said 'budak melayu nie selalu lepak tak tentu arah, menghabiskan duit mak ayah diorang' and i was like 'hello! ayah akak pun teenagers. You shouldn't talk that, yeah akak tahu you was grown up in village so zaman ayah dengan zaman kakak sangat berbeza. ayah kena faham, tak semua budak remaja itu suka lepak tak tentu arah like everyday' then ayah said 'tak bukan, maksud ayah diorang nie suka sangat berseronok bagai, sampai tengah malam. cuba tgk budak cina ada diorang lepak? tak ada, kalau ada pun dekat cafe belajar and buat benda berfaedah' and i said to ayah 'mana ayah tahu budak cina macam tu? diorang pun tgk movie, keluar dgn boyfriend girlfriend -,- senang cerita lah en semua budak remaja ni sama je, tak kira lah bangsa apa. AND! some of teenagers still boleh fikir. Bagi budak yang pandai ah kan, diorang keluar bukan selalu, bukan lepak-2 buang masa. diorang keluar pun sebab just to have fun just awhile well faham-2 lah en cuti sekolah kan tak kan nak terperap dgn buku interner semua hm

*at the same time i told ayah what i feel* :( i just feel bad, when i cant even go out!

SWEAR! I FEEL VERY BAD!!

 Ayah have told ibu earlier to not let me out hm ;(

then after 'debate' with ayah, ayah just stay silent and said 'anak ayah dah pandai membangkang ayah kan' then senyum, LOL i just tell what i feel all this time.................... haaa i just want your trust to let me out with Fifo, i miss her very bad! *crying* haha 

hmm... soo teenagers out there please if you see Mr Mohd Shofi please behave yourself infront of him :p pity lah his daughter here LOL HAHA. I wanna gooo ouuutttt ~,~

Hm eh, all right guys. Gotta go now, thanks for having your time to read my 'not lawak at all' stories LOL :P

Good night, eh atie will back tomorrow

Take care guys, byee. Monday gonna go to dentist :3

Assalamualaikum ;)

nothing without you

I am your bad servant. I always make sins to YOU, a lot! I always forget about you. I always think to have fun, and I never thinking even a little piece of YOU. I feel useless. I feel like im nothing, yes ALLAH I am nothing without YOU. I feel that im great, being great in people eyes but im not great to YOU ! I feel bad, sometimes I have make the wrong path.

Ya Allah, i feel empty. Everyday I am hurts. I might be happy to everybody eyes, but actually im not that satisfied with my own self. Im greeddyyyy, I like to do it more to look great infront of teachers, friends and family. But....... facts is i never be greatfull to YOU. I never give thanks to YOU ;'( I realise that since my heart is always empty. Seeking for YOUR love, everyday im wonder did Allah forgive me for all the mistake i have done? Did Allah still love me? Wardah have said to me once, like this

can you read that? and I was touched with this msg, the time when im sick. I complain to her, and this is what she replied to me. I feel  guilty to you, Ya Allah. I have forget you soo many times, but you still give me chance to change ;'(  I was ashamed to face you Ya Allah. I kid not to be hypocrytes, Allah have give me chance. I never let it go again....... hm wardah always there for me. She give some advice, 

I would like to thanks wardah for everything, there is a virtue in all this ;') from now on I have tried to get to used with hijjab when going to somewher :')

Salam, Atie

when you're down,

seek for Allah

HE may help you.

when you're in anger,

take your wudhu'

It may help you to be calm

when you're alone,

zikrullah..

Allah is there always for you

when you're need help,

seek again to Allah

complain to HIM

HE will find the way

when you're sick,

think positive

ALLAH give you sick

because HE miss you

HE miss you to ask HIM for a help

when you're feel not right,

read quran

and you will feel better.

How sweet is Allah to HIS creatures :')

Dont find yourself alone,

cs ALLAH is always there for us

Love, Atie 

Mudahnyaa Seorang Perempuan Ke Jannah :')

ASSALAMUALAIKUM :)

Rasulullah SAW bersabda yang bermaksud: “Apabila seseorang wanita melakukan solat lima waktu, puasa Ramadan, memelihara maruahnya, dan taat suami, maka masuklah mana-mana pintu syurga yang kamu kehendaki.” (Riwayat )

Seorang wanita memang mudah masuk ke syurga berbanding lelaki. Ini kerana, jika seorang wanita itu betul-betul follow apa yang telah ditetapkan dalam agama islam. Syurga adalah tempatnya.

Berbanding dengan lelaki, banyak yang perlu ditanya sebelum masuk ke syurga, Allah akan tanya anak-anaknya, isteri-isterinya, berkenaan apa yang dibuat semasa hayatnya, jihadnya kemana dan semualah. Macam-macam lagi pertanyaan Allah.

Tetapi, wanita juga yang paling ramai di dalam neraka kerana solat yang dilakukan oleh seorang wanita itu kadangkala tidak mencegah dirinya daripada perkara keji dan mungkar, wanita juga antara yang suka berpuasa, tetapi puasanya hanya dapat lapar dan dahaga sahaja, tapi masih melakukan dosa-dosa, samaada dosa kecil atau besar.

Wanita antara yang susah menjaga maruahnya, masih membuka aurat, walaupun bertudung, tetapi tidak sangat mengikut tuntutan syarak dan wanita juga juga sering gagal memberi ketaatan kepada suaminya.

Bagaimana dengan menjaga maruah dan taatkan suami? Dua perkara ini lebih ramai yang gagal. Maruah diri tidak dijaga sewaktu keluar kerja. Pakaian yang mendedahkan aurat boleh membawa banyak dosa lain selepasnya. Pergaulan bebas juga boleh membawa kepada dosa mulut, mata dan telinga.

Mengenai mentaati suami, realitinya isteri paling ramai gagal memberi ketaatan kepada suaminya. Perintah suami mudah disanggah isteri dan kehendaknya saja yang dipakai. Layakkah mereka itu masuk syurga dalam keadaan itu?

Insaflah wahai wanita yang bergelar isteri. Jangan jadikan diri anda sebagai orang yang pertama masuk ke dalam neraka.

Semoga segala amalan yang kita lakukan diterima oleh Allah.

This is credit , Asma Faizah's

Dan ini untuk renung renungan bersama :') sebab atiee bukan seorang yang sempurna, terlalu banyak kesalahan yang atiee buat sebagai seorang hamba ALLAH yang begitu hina ini :'/ I'm the girl who is never ever be perfect, I'm the girl who still searching something miracle in my life, dan insya'Allah satu hari nanti atie macam gambar kat atas tu maybe ahah :') andd hope ALLAH bless me andd forgive me andd all the muslims. Insya'ALLAH :')

LotsOfLove ATIEE

25 FACTS ABOUT HER

jyeah babe's here you go. About me? Hee :)

- Ezzatie Mohd Shofi ,  is the name given by (: err too short right? ;))

- Im singleee and am broken hearted girl hmm

- Have special cheeckyy , aww ! HAHA

- Childishh, love attention from people around. And too spoil with my daddy ;)) hot tempered

- Well doesn't like people who is always think their was too perfect, and errr like to show off --"

- Am doesn't really care about people who dont know howw to respect others,
mampus kau lah okey BITCHY? ;)

- I am chocolate and ice cream ADDICTED ;)) oouuh yummy's !

- Love FACEBOOK-ing ;)) SKYPE-ing and and blogging (:

- Kinda not intrested at boys (:

- Currently using LG touch screen phone , and 3120 nokia classic (:

- Easy to cry, easy to love people and easy to be friends with (:

- Love to giggles, hihi :D

- Love to be simple jyeahh :))

- Sukee berangan nak jadi tuan puteri, dan mengarah semua orang *cehceh winkss ;)) it just a dream lol

- Really hate history subject, everytime subjek sejarah i will feel sleepy ! grr while dont like bahasa malaysia either because it just sucks when you need to write it --"

- My face tak ikut sesiapa, even my mom or my dad. And I am not mix, thankyou (:

- Sangat tidak sukee dimpless di mukaa !

- Ibu angkad, yeah adee and i love her more than my mom heee ;) *its not that i never praised kayy !

-  Sangat tidak sukeee prefect di sekolah, yeah ANTI 'em *sorry babes

- Yeah forgot, i am march girl. hehe, end of the march will be my day, soo bought me a present oke? HAHA

- Tak sukee dikongkong, sentiasa dapat benda yang i nak (: or else i will cry *its fact hihi

- Have many friends, bestfriends (: people who love me. always support me by my side (':

- Currently wanted to be new person, in other word change (:

- INLOVE with TAEYANG , he's sooo cutee ;))

- Lastly im the only princess in my family, harharr ;))

jyeah that 25 facts about me (: nicee  lol haha

Well fara , im done (: